heartlesskiss

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:28:25 GMT

Quotes by Angela I found interesting:

"I hate her. I. Hate. Joslyn. I don't ever want to talk..."

"joslyn starts drama that is not needed"

"I was thinking about trying to call joslyn again. She hasn't said anything to me since that message. It says she read what I wrote back to her, so she is either still pissed at me, or she doesn't want to be the first one to try...

"it doesn't mean me having to get up and go off with Joslyn to listen to her talking about her problems"

"Went on myspace.com and saw a message from Joslyn. It actually made me laugh. It was totally stupid things pretty much accusing me of being a bad friend. I will have to copy and paste her message and my reply to her."

"...to be moving after graduation joslyn and i will more than...to be my best friend joslyn."

(It's an LJ search thing and it cuts out pieces and basically paraphrases but I'm sure where the ... it said something like find someone new)

"myfictionallife: just to let you know though... because joslyn thinks you might be "questioning your sexuality" and ... thinks you might be gay WolfEye1264: Ahh but thats Joslyn... You have to love her myfictionallife: yup WolfEye1264:...funny part is that i was going to tell joslyn the next time i saw her"

EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS THE ONE WHO THOUGHT JOHNNY WAS GAY. SHE SAID I THOUGHT SO, SO SHE WOULDN'T LOOK DUMB. SHE IS THE ONE WHO BROUGHT IT UP TO MEEEEEEEE!!!

I love how she used her LJ for a good use. Bashing Joslyn. Yeah. And she was bitching about me calling her a bad friend.

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:36:54 GMT

Things that make me happy include: my baby boy kitty cats (everyone says I am going to become a crazy cat lady and I really don't think I'd mind), and watering my mom's ficus plant.

OOO and going for car rides. Like a dog. Yes.

I really have let myself go. And I already don't like where I am at now, any further and the results could be diasterous.

My parents leave for Lake George tomorrow. I am going apple picking. And my parents are going to stop paying for my college.

My sister popped the tire for the Kia because she is gansta and we are gansta and we do gansta things like get chased by casino security with the neighbor boys.

And pissing at shuttle stations.

I am going to have lots of booze. If you like booze and like to drink it and wanna be a mooch, please do. Although the company may be less then tolerable. Come at your own risk I guess.

I need someone to talk to. Other then myself, LJ, and my older sister. Because we all don't understand my problem. Yeah, that was in 3rd person. Deal.

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 07:37:02 GMT

My reallll family. ♥ ♥ Yes, we all live in one house. And now you know why I am crazy.

My 2nd family at the police station. I love them.

Tom and the new tat.

Angela's and my family/friendship tree.

I start college tomorrow. FUN.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 19:34:13 GMT

Yeah, soooooo...Someone leave me a comment.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 06:06:29 GMT

CUNTS.
ihatecunts.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:46:57 GMT

I won't make this friends, come read it. If you're not too scared.

If you message me, wait for a response. Don't block me like some little pussy. Don't pick fights with me or start with me, UNLESS you're planning on finishing it.

I respond to your first stupid comments and all you do is quote me?? Seriously...Don't call someone immature if your just going to be immature yourself, okay?

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 00:36:00 GMT

I get my stitchs out tomorrow.

NO MORE CAST!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 02:31:38 GMT

I am dead. Surgery hurts.

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 00:12:26 GMT

Eight days till I have surgery and my bestfriend ditches me. Yup. It's not like she doesn't know my number...she could have atleast pretended to try and contact me.

Eight days and I won't be able to walk. At all. On a couch all summer.

And I spend my last eight days being ditched my best friend and ignored be everyone else.

No one seems to understand.

It just said on the TV coffee lessens the effects of alcohol on the liver by 20%.

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:21:20 GMT

I have a kitten and I named her Weezle pronounced Weasel. Shes a cutie and I love her like whoa.

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 22:57:37 GMT

I'm making a mixed CD. I'm asking all my myspace friends to recommend one song they like. So far I have 11 songs from 7 people. it seems like it will be a good mix.

I have a headache. My anemia is making me sick and completely run out. My iron pills which should be helping are making me feel shittier. My foot is being a pain in the ass.

I FINALLY get to see the doctor on Feb. 4th. I get to find out what's really up with my foot and if I need another sugery.

We have to go all the way to New Haven to see the doctor.

Tom and me...Well I just won't talk about it. It's just same old same old. :(

Someone needs to shoot me♥

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:17:43 GMT

I HATE cunts.

I hate fucking pussies who just let people walk all over them.

I HATE IT when someones friend does something completely asshole-ish and the person who got screwed is like "Well, they're my friend so it's ok."

IT'S NOT OKAY

If your being a cunt I'll tell you. If your being an ass I'll tell you, and please do the same for me.

Ihatecunts.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 04:01:30 GMT

I was in a small apartment with a whole bunch of gangsters.

Some girl grabs a beer can and asks me if I want to smoke.

I got so fucking high...

I couldn't even walk.

I ate dinner at Tom's grandma's. I love corned beef.

I need some more weed so I can smoke up some friends from work.

Gosh. I want to get high.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 23:46:56 GMT

myfictionallife: yesterday he had an away message that said... something along the lines of... going to vincie's bbl... and then i scrolled down somemore and saw written in his profile "i want to hold you vincie"... and i wanted to find out who vincie was because it sure as hell sounded like a guy name to me

myfictionallife: so i went on myspace.com

myfictionallife: and i looked in xxxxxx's profle

myfictionallife: and i clicked on one of the guys in his top eight... the guy is gay

xDoImakeUrandyx: he left xxxxxx a comment

myfictionallife: yeahhh....

xDoImakeUrandyx: maybe?

xDoImakeUrandyx: maybe he sucks cock good

myfictionallife: haha... and then i looked to see if xxxxxxx has changed his orientation because it used to be down as straight... and now he doesn't have it up

xDoImakeUrandyx: our little xxxxx has growen up

xDoImakeUrandyx: lol

xDoImakeUrandyx: lol

xDoImakeUrandyx: I dont know

myfictionallife: have you talked to xxxxxx?

xDoImakeUrandyx: yea....a lil....it didnt go far...

xDoImakeUrandyx: ask him casually when you talk to him Ange

myfictionallife: how is this for casual... how are you doing lately xxxxx... sucked any good cocks? made out with any cute boys?

xDoImakeUrandyx: lol

xDoImakeUrandyx: OMG

xDoImakeUrandyx: read this

xDoImakeUrandyx: Happy Birthday Vincie!!!!
(Psst. Don't forget that I was really the first one to tell you!!!)
~~PeacE~~
xxxxx

xDoImakeUrandyx: He left that on the gay guys page

myfictionallife: yeah... i saw that comment

xDoImakeUrandyx: he came out

xDoImakeUrandyx: to that guy

myfictionallife: he did?

myfictionallife: that's what i thought at first... but i also thought maybe he was just saying that he said happy bday first... but it could be either

xDoImakeUrandyx: I dont know

xDoImakeUrandyx: Maybe thats why hes been so angry lately....because he has no one to tell his secret too and hes holding in all this anger and yeah

myfictionallife: maybe

xDoImakeUrandyx: i sit and think of your prescious face looking into mine as we kiss, i hold onto you never wanting to resist
as we lay under the cold winter sky, we keep each other warm

xDoImakeUrandyx: I think he's talking about xxxxx....

myfictionallife: haha... probably... xxxxxx had in his profile something that said "I want to hold you vincie..."

xDoImakeUrandyx: he wrote some song called "I like you"

xDoImakeUrandyx: the gay guy

xDoImakeUrandyx: not xxxxx

myfictionallife: ok

xDoImakeUrandyx: and its recent...

myfictionallife: heh

myfictionallife: if xxxx has really gone homosexual or bisexual... and it's because of me... i'll be proud... haha

xDoImakeUrandyx: LMAO

myfictionallife: cuz then i can be like... i turned a boy homosexual... i rock like that... hahaha

myfictionallife: kinda makes me sound like a crappy girlfriend... but oh well

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 21:26:34 GMT

I had blood taken.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I hatehatehatehate Tom.

Whatev.

I saw a crazy lady with crazy afro hair and spandex pants tucked into her cowboy boots and the only things in her shopping cart was a package of Depends and a thing of oatmeal.

I didn't go to school.

I want to drop out.

Story of my life.

I'm flunking gym.

Score.

I'm done.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 04:12:00 GMT

Austin came over.

Fucked my internet up like whoa.

It now doesn't work.

This whole week and what not was too long to recap.

Too much happened.

I spent it puking, coughing, drinking, smoking, and vowing never to do it all again. And yet when the next day rolled around I was hugging a toliet and vowing not to do it again.

I remember bits and pieces.

I laid under a train to see if it started if I would live or not by laying down underneath it. It wasn't moving, but I think it's possible. I got yelled like 3957439579 times for doing it by like 39879325 people.

I cried on Christmas. I cried on New Years.

I also made a snowman.

I got 3rd place in Trival Prusuit.

I witnessed someone eating the Kong burger. It really is big.

I didn't get anything to brag about for Christmas.

I had pictures to post but they won't load so I'll end it here.

Who wants to get shitfaced this weekend?

♥

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 16:43:26 GMT

My parents are gone.

My fridge is already filling up with booze.

The 27th I guess...I'm going to have a little get together.

But if people start screaming, and breaking shit, it's over.

The last party I had a glass door got shattered by a bbgun, more glass stuff got shot and broken, there was this HUGE fight where a windshield was broken in the parking lot across the street from my house, people were throwing and spilling booze all over the place, etc.

I hate people who don't respect my shit. Or people that go to other peoples houses and tear shit apart.

So please refrain.

Comment if your going to show up. Bring some weed or alcohol.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:53:22 GMT

Feel better Tiffany!!! <3

Boys suck.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:02:15 GMT

School was school.

No one bothered waking me up this morning so I missed gym, AGAIN. Now I have to make up another stupid gym class. God. I can't fucking fail that class. JSGJGDJSGUFHFKBXZCB!!!!!

I have dentention because apparent'y I've had like 15 tardies in the last week. I had the senior late arrival early relase thing signed and the stupid cuntface keeps marking me tardy instead.

FUCKINGCUNTFACEHOEBAG

I want Christmas break to start.

I'm making sugar cookies in school tomorrow and gingerbread Friday.

I neeeed to work on my baby blanket because Ashley is due in like 3 weeks.

I have work tomorrow. 5 till like ?????

All Christmas break I have no work. Except I have to work for my sister over at the gym. Babysitting icky kids. *barf* At least I get her paycheck+mine and hers will be in cassssssssssh.

My parents leave at 2 o' clock on Friday morning.

♥

Where the fuck is my Wendy's?

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:59:41 GMT

Today is my birthday.

It's like any other normal day.

At school like NOBODY knew.

I'd be like want to see what I got for my b-day, and I'd show them my new cell and then they'd be like, "When was your b-day?" and I'd be like today and they'd be like "OH ME GAWD. HAPPY BIRTHDAY."

I figured something out.

When people turn 18 it becomes legal for them to: drop out, get married, buy cigs, buy porn, and waste money on lotto tickets. Of course new 18 year olds want to exercise thier new rights.

And then it results in LARGE populations of WHITE TRASH.

It is the story of where white trash comes from.

New 18 year olds exercising thier new rights.

I'm so smart.

Ok I have school tomorrow and I want to bake a b-day cake for my dad and my younger sis. My dads b-day was yesterday and my sisters is tomorrow. All our b-days are in a row.

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:11:14 GMT

Today is my birthday.

And I missed the bus.

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 03:17:34 GMT

My birthday is tomorrow.

Gifts will be accepted.

Haha.

I saw like 35802398502385082 people at Big-Y that I knew. Seeing Tiffany was by far the best out of them all. ♥

I almost finished Christmas shopping. I just need gifts for Tom's grandparents and his uncle.

I love my phone.♥

I have 2 papers to write for Contempary Bestsellers.

It's already 10.

I'm going to be up late.

Goodnight.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 16:17:12 GMT

I was so gone the other day.

They called me into work for like 2 hours and then I got in the car and I got my birthday gift!!

A brand new picture phone (pay as you go). It's blue and I love it and it's all mine! I can talk to anyone who has Cingular for just a dollar a day, but if you have a different cellphone provider or I'm calling peoples houses it costs 10 cents a minute.

Then I went and hung out with Crystal and Chanel. We went to Khans and bought a bowl and fruit juices to mix with vodka.

I got sooooo shit faced.

And we stalked these guys and we followed them to like the middle of nowhere, but they were boring so we went to KFC/Taco Bell to get my sechdule.

What a mistake. I was drunk. eek.

Then we got some stuff to smoke, and I got blazzzzzzzzzed. Although I dropped the bowl full of weed TWICE and it went EVERYWHERE.

I say Johnny and Marcus and we stopped the car and I jumped out and started screaming at him (I guess I was planning on hitting him). I was loud. I don't remember if Johnny was actually there or not. I think it might have been a dream...I was shoved back into the car though.

I remember he said "I had you tripping online the other day."

Seriously if he was just messing with me that whole time online I WILL BE PISSED. Stupid bipolar fuck.

Then we went to Foxwoods and got blazzzzed some more.

I get there and I'm drunk and high and who should I see but my parents, my uncle, and our family friends.

SCORE!!!

My sister walked off so I was stuck there trying to hold a convo with them while I couldn't really hear and I was tripping and falling all over the place.

Crystal and Chanel had a good laugh. They didn't realize anything though.

We also went to Stop&Shop somewhere in the there and I saw Naomi (might have been a dream too as far as I know). And Anthony was picked up before the casino. I drank some of his beer and he was the one who shoved me in the car.

We ate food at the casino and went to Wal-Mart and Crystal got Christmas lights and we all went home.

skhefkZSHEFKsdbgksdfsdgbsdfg♥

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 02:58:52 GMT

Johnny is crazy. There is no way we will EVER be friends again. I told him he doesn't exist to me. I just couldn't deal with it.

I gave myself a headache again today. I just start getting so worked up my head starts hurting. I cried too. It's a long story and I'm not going there

Christmas is going to be disappointing this year.

My birthday is Mon. ♥

Tesha and Austin are going to back tomorrow. ♥

I went to school late again. There was a 90 min. delay..and I still went in 2 periods late.

I am doubting I am going to graduate.

I am failing gym. And I NEED that credit.

"I want to be an Astronaut, yo o."
"I don't want to listen to your ass tonight"
"Your not the pretty one..."
-The Kicks (I love them) This is like the first time of been listening to music while updating. Haha. My speakers don't work on my computer.

I also need to appeal. The distinctly said if my name came up for an appeal, I would lose my credits again. Although they didn't count the 3 days I had doctor notes as excused. ALSO they are supposed to send you a letter when you have 7 absents and 9 absents so you know not to be absent anymore and I just got ones saying "Um you have 10 absents and we are going to screw you out of 304860348608 credits. Thank-you come again."

I got to work like a 1/2 late. I love the people there, but I hate the place. I hate the atmosphere.

I'm going to quit. They STILL haven't given me a raise.

I just need to set up a new job first.

Ummmm. They are doing technical stuff on Myspace so my Myspace is like down for repair and I REALLY want to check my shhhhhiiiiittt.

♥I'm going to go get cocked now.

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 03:36:30 GMT

My birthday is in 4 days.

I really have nothing much to say. I've been working. I still need to finish my Christmas shopping. My check was $23. Pathetic. Johnny was an ass. But he said sorry, and I think we might become friends again.

Hm.

Here are some new pics of me: